i got that feeling of rejection again
though it's not that bad, but i still feel it;
i seriously think this isn't gonna turn up that well.
i want to have my friendship the way it was like last time;
NO CCA STUFF NO OTHER FRIENDS NO OTHER STUPID THINGS ):
i want it the simple but sweet friendship tie that we had last time!
i want it back again ): but i'm not sure if we still have it. but it seems like it's drifting away..
memories seem so hard to forget; yet i still want to hold on so tightly
never wanting to let them go. those fond memories just seem so far away;


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