150107 monday
today was the day i saw MT & MC. it was really tearful, or more like tear-FULL. haha, the tap was on & it couldn't be switched off. luckily i managed to stop & i went down to the canteen. where i saw ashley, she always seems to be there whenever i needed someone to talk to man, don't know why? maybe it's telepathy? haha. anyway, then jaime came & sat down next to me, & we talked for quite long. dont' worry jaime, you can do it! poor her, oh man, i felt so sad lah. we were both emo that day. anyway, i went home & told my mum about what happened. then we came to a decision to pay the subsidy thing. & then i did my homework.
150107 tuesday
i couldn't find MC in the morning today cause i wasn't really sure if i was ready to give her an answer, so the smart me decided to wait until recess. then recess i still didn't go and see her, so i waited till after school. when i realised that i had late day, plus there was trg. & i didn't want to see coach. & so i was so frantic. i tell you, i was about to go crazy lah, seriously, i was damn scared. & plus i knew rachael & gen were waiting for me. so i was kind of uptight then, LUCKILY i saw mrs wong. so i asked her to do me a huge favour & pass the msg to MC. so she did. pheww. THANK GOD FOR MRS WONG MAN! then i walked by the primary school route again, it was damn terrifying cause i really didn't want to see coach lah. anyway, i walked all the way to the interchange to find that rachael & gen were waiting for me in school. & so i had to wait a little while, while both of them came. then we went to long john's to eat & we talked for awhile. then rachael wanted to go to popular & so we walked back to the interchange. but my mum was going to pick me up from the taxi stand at the library that place, so after seeing them off, i walked to the library. borrowed books & waited for mum to come.
i felt so accomplished cause i managed to finish SO MUCH homework, in fact everything except D&T & art. i was so happy. haha! well, not exactly 100% happy, but anyway.

(9:10 PM)